Blessing of Wisdom
"One more year closer to the end."
A reading from the book of bytes.
Happy Birthday to me! Yet another year wasted and another year to completely screw up.
New Years Resolutions to be honest is one of my least favorite things to do. Others look forward to improve themselves, get rid of bad habits, and hope for the best. I, on the other hand, dread making a list just because of most the time, I would fail to do them anyways. Planning is completely useless when you are not gonna follow through. So amidst all the chaos, the disappointments, and the memories I endured, I will again, walk through the dungeons unarmed, and unprepared, as optimistic as possible, hoping for the best to come.
Success requires planning, and history proves it, but I am completely stubborn. I am willing to change the norm and make history, or die trying. Nah, that will most likely not happen. I undestand that the choices that I make are completely mine and the consequences it brings are burdens I have to carry. I am however grateful for one thing, that I am blessed with the knowledge and understanding that all things have a purpose, and the faith I have has held me back from completely falling into the darkness.
May all the wrong choices, the disappointments, the hardships and the experiences will one day be the bindings that will keep me whole. And the memories, the good ol' memories will help me keep fighting. To finally face my greatests fears and to tackle my hardest challenges in the adventure that is my life.
So the journey continues... and I hope I do not lose fear in Him, for without that, the wicked can easily consume those of us who lose faith, hope and love.
A reading from the book of bytes.
Happy Birthday to me! Yet another year wasted and another year to completely screw up.
New Years Resolutions to be honest is one of my least favorite things to do. Others look forward to improve themselves, get rid of bad habits, and hope for the best. I, on the other hand, dread making a list just because of most the time, I would fail to do them anyways. Planning is completely useless when you are not gonna follow through. So amidst all the chaos, the disappointments, and the memories I endured, I will again, walk through the dungeons unarmed, and unprepared, as optimistic as possible, hoping for the best to come.
Success requires planning, and history proves it, but I am completely stubborn. I am willing to change the norm and make history, or die trying. Nah, that will most likely not happen. I undestand that the choices that I make are completely mine and the consequences it brings are burdens I have to carry. I am however grateful for one thing, that I am blessed with the knowledge and understanding that all things have a purpose, and the faith I have has held me back from completely falling into the darkness.
May all the wrong choices, the disappointments, the hardships and the experiences will one day be the bindings that will keep me whole. And the memories, the good ol' memories will help me keep fighting. To finally face my greatests fears and to tackle my hardest challenges in the adventure that is my life.
So the journey continues... and I hope I do not lose fear in Him, for without that, the wicked can easily consume those of us who lose faith, hope and love.
